Impatience, thy name be emmie

We move into the beautiful apartment tomorrow. I might be just a smidge biased as to it's beauty since I am beyond happy to be moving into our own space finally. It feels like we are now really starting the life we came here to live and no longer being sidetracked with the unexpected.

I'm so tired of being tired and on edge and it all comes to an end tomorrow morning at 9 am. Not that I assume having our own apartment will make us trouble free but it certainly will cut down on the dramas inflicted upon us by substance abusing roommates, a building full of people who feel it is their god given duty to party away every dime at the end/beginning of the month in the least legal manner possible and the dreary surrounding. I've noted that the look of a place does affect your mood and a place with holes in the walls, insects crawly boldly in the full light, rude drawings on every wall, and a dinge that even the most dedicated scrubbing can't get clean well that hasn't been all too good for either of us.

The apartment we are moving to has pretty dark floors, freshly painted walls, updated bathroom with a pedestal sink which is my favorite personally and a great view from our extended balcony. I've been thinking about how we can decorate, colors and styles and accents that will make it uniquely us.

The other reason I'm hyped to get moving is that next week or the week after depending on their schedule, i start my classes at the nearby church. Plus I get to start planning our wedding. It will be a small affair but beautiful. Since it's over a year off we will have time to get things just so. I wonder what Das will want that is reflective of him? Shoot at this point I don't know what I want that is reflective of me, lol. But I think we are going to do it all official like with the pretty invites and everything. The last time I did all that I was 20 and being none too subtly bullied by the desires of my ex's family. This time Das and I are making things our own from the beginning. I will remember to get a photographer though, that is essential, lol.

It's 3:30pm right now and I'm truly counting down the hours until about 8am so that we can roll out and begin the happier part of our journey.  Go go gadget time!

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