Easy Obedience

"obedience is easy, wanting to obey someone is a whole nother ball game"  I saw this statement and started thinking whether or not that applied to me. I have to say I don't believe so. For me obedience is easy, i like being obedient the hard thing actually is not obeying the wrong people.

I have a history of being quite obedient, sometimes to my detriment. I want to veer from someone else's game plan and yet I've found myself in the past going along seemingly unable to exit.  Now I realize that I am actually able to not do as I'm told but it took a while to learn that. I swear the urge to obey was practically Pavlovian, get someone who feels dominant to me and I fall into line. It's one reason I love having a master, no longer am I fully responsible for me. I found someone else who frankly takes better care of me than I do of myself.  I'm pretty sure that is not a popular pov to express even if it is a more common one than people like to admit.  It's not about being broken or anything just being honest about what my strengths are and working my life in a way that plays to them which isn't always easy to do.