Humiliation isn't always humiliating

Humiliation or being degraded is a topic that's popping up frequently of late. I think about some of the stuff we indulge and someone outside of us would be appalled and worry about my self esteem but I enjoy it. Some people have stated that they like it and don't ever feel humiliated but I can't say that. Sometimes I feel extremely humiliated and I'm ridiculously easy to embarrass, the thing is going there is in itself pretty hot. I like the naughtiness of it.

Now when things start getting touchy for me is when we are doing a lot of humiliation stuff when playing back to back time and again with no variation. That starts to mess with my mind. I find variety of approaches to play needful. Sometimes I just need the reassurance of sweet words and cuddles. My ease with it also is affected by my base mood and the level of emotional sensitivity I'm currently working with. For example there are times when a fantasy of being shared is hot and other times when it just makes me feel unwanted. Like most things it's not simple and straightforward.