Ramble Ramble
It's almost 5am and I've been up nearly 2 hours, obviously my erratic sleep habits are back. It was nice sleeping 6 - 8 hr stretches at a time while it lasted. I would love to participate in a sleep study since often even when I do sleep I wake up tired or I feel like I'm awake and aware but Das tells me that I'm snoring. I'm rather curious what my brain waves are up to.
The kid ended up out of the house last night and I can attest that being alone in the house with a sadist and a bunch of hurty things isn't the safest place to be. I could claim that all I wanted was to spoon and smooch and whisper poetry to each other, of course I'd be lying, lol. An enjoyable time was had by all.
I am glad he doesn't feel the need to be only one way, he doesn't censor himself whether that means he expresses a desire for cuddles or something more nefarious from my point of view. I've learned things about cars and coding despite myself b/c he likes them and the sheer number of variations on how one can kick a soccer ball has all but made my head spin, yet I would be sad if he held himself back from sharing his enthusiastic love of the game. That I get all of him is quite the compliment.
The kid ended up out of the house last night and I can attest that being alone in the house with a sadist and a bunch of hurty things isn't the safest place to be. I could claim that all I wanted was to spoon and smooch and whisper poetry to each other, of course I'd be lying, lol. An enjoyable time was had by all.
I am glad he doesn't feel the need to be only one way, he doesn't censor himself whether that means he expresses a desire for cuddles or something more nefarious from my point of view. I've learned things about cars and coding despite myself b/c he likes them and the sheer number of variations on how one can kick a soccer ball has all but made my head spin, yet I would be sad if he held himself back from sharing his enthusiastic love of the game. That I get all of him is quite the compliment.
Comments
Post a Comment