Obedience and Force
Sometimes I get caught up in the thought that since I vowed obedience then there would never be an occasion when force would come into play. This is not a reasonable thought as I actually know from experience. I want to be obedient and do my best to comply with everything he asks as quickly and effortlessly as possible but "as possible" often varies greatly.
There are times when he asks me something that I just can't find it in me to gather the energy to do without some external encouragement. That can be a bit of gentle cajoling or dragging me by my hair, whipping my ass and physically making me comply. Just depends on a multitude of factors.
A simple example is anal sex, I am prone to hemorrhoids so anal isn't always high on my list of activities that I want to engage in. Sometimes he will ask me if I'm up for it and I will tell him yes or no depending on the state of my bottom. At that point if I say no he nods and moves on to something else. Now at other times he doesn't ask, he just tells me to prepare and any protest I may have are irrelevant. If I try to escape he will pin me down. Sometimes he'll be sweetly firm and go slow and talk me through it encouraging me to breathe and relax, at other times not so much. No matter how it goes down I am obedient but there are varying degrees of force applied to guarantee my swift obedience.
Sex isn't the only area where force is applied but it's an easy example. Other things tend to be more complex and even when he uses force he often doesn't do it bluntly. More of a unrelenting pressure that bends me to his will over time than a one time concentrated blow.
There are times when he asks me something that I just can't find it in me to gather the energy to do without some external encouragement. That can be a bit of gentle cajoling or dragging me by my hair, whipping my ass and physically making me comply. Just depends on a multitude of factors.
A simple example is anal sex, I am prone to hemorrhoids so anal isn't always high on my list of activities that I want to engage in. Sometimes he will ask me if I'm up for it and I will tell him yes or no depending on the state of my bottom. At that point if I say no he nods and moves on to something else. Now at other times he doesn't ask, he just tells me to prepare and any protest I may have are irrelevant. If I try to escape he will pin me down. Sometimes he'll be sweetly firm and go slow and talk me through it encouraging me to breathe and relax, at other times not so much. No matter how it goes down I am obedient but there are varying degrees of force applied to guarantee my swift obedience.
Sex isn't the only area where force is applied but it's an easy example. Other things tend to be more complex and even when he uses force he often doesn't do it bluntly. More of a unrelenting pressure that bends me to his will over time than a one time concentrated blow.
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