Chatterboxing
This week has flown by and I have no idea what I was doing. There was a haze of cuddles, sex, food, chocolate, (b/c chocolate and food are not the same) reading, and talking. I'm hard pressed to come up with details though. I've been having a hard time being still mentally. Physically I haven't done a whole lot of getting off the couch but mentally I'm all over the place, I'm learning about astrology and still working on photography. Trying to find different ways to come at it that didn't leave me a ball of frustration when after much tweaking I still end up with fuzzy pictures every time I pick up my good camera.
Das is a genius and has much better google-foo than I, after I was near tears from the fact that fancy-ish point and click digital camera runs out of battery power after no more than 3 pictures making it very annoying to use even though it takes great pictures he found the proper camera battery for it and ordered it for me. I will soon be able to take 50-100 pictures before needing to recharge! woohoo! Being able to practice means I have a chance at not getting the wrong shadow in every shot, lol. I love that that camera has a good anti-shake too since I have a slight tremor.
I guess the fact that I've been going from bouncy sunshine to tears to irritated to bouncy is a neon blinking sign, rapid mood swings, hypomanic episode ahead. I've seen it and have taken proper measures. As I have no desire to accidently throw myself into a depression I've not been gobbling antipsychotics instead trying to get decent sleep, channeling my energy towards reasonably harmless activities and being mindful of my attitude and reactions. Not to mention sex. One of the perks around here is hypersexuality is rarely frowned upon in our dynamic. :) I've never had to ask permission to touch him, oh wait that's not true, there was a time I did and I wasn't allowed to initiate sexual contact but that has been a long time past. These days I have free reign as long as I'm aware that I'm not entitled to my choice of activities or any activities for that matter.
We were car-less yesterday and today as our car was getting repairs done until this evening. Odd feeling not having a car around here since it's such a car dependant town.
Das is a genius and has much better google-foo than I, after I was near tears from the fact that fancy-ish point and click digital camera runs out of battery power after no more than 3 pictures making it very annoying to use even though it takes great pictures he found the proper camera battery for it and ordered it for me. I will soon be able to take 50-100 pictures before needing to recharge! woohoo! Being able to practice means I have a chance at not getting the wrong shadow in every shot, lol. I love that that camera has a good anti-shake too since I have a slight tremor.
I guess the fact that I've been going from bouncy sunshine to tears to irritated to bouncy is a neon blinking sign, rapid mood swings, hypomanic episode ahead. I've seen it and have taken proper measures. As I have no desire to accidently throw myself into a depression I've not been gobbling antipsychotics instead trying to get decent sleep, channeling my energy towards reasonably harmless activities and being mindful of my attitude and reactions. Not to mention sex. One of the perks around here is hypersexuality is rarely frowned upon in our dynamic. :) I've never had to ask permission to touch him, oh wait that's not true, there was a time I did and I wasn't allowed to initiate sexual contact but that has been a long time past. These days I have free reign as long as I'm aware that I'm not entitled to my choice of activities or any activities for that matter.
We were car-less yesterday and today as our car was getting repairs done until this evening. Odd feeling not having a car around here since it's such a car dependant town.
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