Life Rambles
Dreaming has taken on new heights recently. Last night was a doozy for instance. I remember Das, some random child and I were running around a city protecting some woman who was in a safe house from a crazed abusive ex. At some point the three of us were in a car and he was on a rampage through the city and found us, next thing I know Das and the kid were on the street and I was driving the car and the crazed ex came right at me stabbing me in the thigh through the car as I was trying to run him over. Weirdest thing is I felt the stab and it hurt! At that point I recall saying in my head "I don't care for the direction of this dream, I think I'll wake up" and then I woke up. My thigh was still slightly sore but my head was pounding so badly I couldn't lift it off the pillow.
That's been an issue since the weekend, I've had a headache that as soon as I think it's gone away it comes back. It's gone most of the day but at night once I lay down it dials up big time. Trying to figure out what it is either in my bedroom triggering headaches or how I'm sleeping that's doing it. Obviously I'm not getting the best quality sleep and yet I've not been particularly tired during the day. I am out pretty early most nights though. This morning I was up about 4:30 again even though I thought it was considerably later. In my defence I was asleep by about 9:30 last night.
So many adventures being me, lol. Yesterday I spent the entire day catching up the mountain of laundry I'd been pretending not to see. While that was going on and Das was out during the afternoon I decided to record a song for him. Yeah, no. Somehow I had forgotten that my singing voice has the same basic quality as your average 5 yr olds which while adorable if you are indeed 5 is not something that should be foisted upon anyone else once you're out of kindergarden. While I listened to the playback of me singing Destiny Child's Cater 2 U, I decided that it is so lovely when they do it that I didn't want to sully that memory and all evidence of this endeavor needed to be deleted right away, laughs. My initial thought was since Das appreciated the word to the song but doesn't care for the group's singing I would record it and he would probably like that but I'll find something else to do more suited to my actual abilities. In college I once sang a duet a capella with a friend of mine at a talent show in front of 100s of people. If I had known then what I know now there is no way I would ever have gotten on that stage, I'm glad I didn't know because it was a cool experience. Not that we did well but just getting past the fear to do it.
Mmm we got more milk, I think a cup of hot chocolate isin my immediate future.
That's been an issue since the weekend, I've had a headache that as soon as I think it's gone away it comes back. It's gone most of the day but at night once I lay down it dials up big time. Trying to figure out what it is either in my bedroom triggering headaches or how I'm sleeping that's doing it. Obviously I'm not getting the best quality sleep and yet I've not been particularly tired during the day. I am out pretty early most nights though. This morning I was up about 4:30 again even though I thought it was considerably later. In my defence I was asleep by about 9:30 last night.
So many adventures being me, lol. Yesterday I spent the entire day catching up the mountain of laundry I'd been pretending not to see. While that was going on and Das was out during the afternoon I decided to record a song for him. Yeah, no. Somehow I had forgotten that my singing voice has the same basic quality as your average 5 yr olds which while adorable if you are indeed 5 is not something that should be foisted upon anyone else once you're out of kindergarden. While I listened to the playback of me singing Destiny Child's Cater 2 U, I decided that it is so lovely when they do it that I didn't want to sully that memory and all evidence of this endeavor needed to be deleted right away, laughs. My initial thought was since Das appreciated the word to the song but doesn't care for the group's singing I would record it and he would probably like that but I'll find something else to do more suited to my actual abilities. In college I once sang a duet a capella with a friend of mine at a talent show in front of 100s of people. If I had known then what I know now there is no way I would ever have gotten on that stage, I'm glad I didn't know because it was a cool experience. Not that we did well but just getting past the fear to do it.
Mmm we got more milk, I think a cup of hot chocolate isin my immediate future.
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