emotions everywhere!

Yesterday I had two different friends make remarks about how good Das and I am together. We are, but it's always kinda odd but cool when someone else says it. I tend to wonder just what it is they are seeing. I mean I know why I think we are awesome and all but what are they drawing that conclusion on.

I spent yesterday laid up being pitiful and Das babied me a bit in between getting stuff done. I'm hoping real food can be eaten today I feel like I'm shrinking after just one day of mostly liquids and soft foods. My stomach still feels rather unsettled though so maybe not...

I used to think pms was practically a myth but sometime in the last 5 years I can't pinpoint exactly when, it has become clear that I have a serious case of it. The length of time that my emotions are on a roller coaster seems to continue to grow longer, at this rate I won't have any time that I'm not an emotional wreck. I know all last week I kept tearing up at the damndest things, everything was personal and deeply affecting. I am not comfortable with all this emotion! it needs to stop or at least come under control. Maybe I need to just let go of the illusion of control.